Tongue Tied and Dumb

Tfa Op x Reader, yes another one))

Life is like a tongue twister
Move too fast and you'll trip yourself up
Move too slow and you look like a fool
So I ́ll just remain quiet,
Never making a sound
Then I can ́t trip up

That's how I have chosen to live
Silent but you came into my life
And I couldn ́t stop,
Couldn ́t stop the flow of words that fell from my mouth
Or the rush in my heart when I found you listening

Around you I am a fool
And maybe I can be okay with that
But my feelings for you have me tongue tied
And it's making me dumb
I can't figure out what to do

I love you ́s have my tongue writhing trying to keep the words back
I love you's have my jaw tightening and make me dumb
I love you ́s have me clenching my teeth to keep the words from falling
I love you ́s have my heart breaking from my own cowardice
I love you ́s have me crying at night when I ́m alone cursing myself for foolishness

So I'll hopefully stay tongue tied and dumb
So you will never have to know,
Have to know my swelling feelings pulsing within my heart
And I am tongue tied and dumb
I won't let the words tumble out ever
Hopefully.