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Parts 49
Time 2h 16m

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"I didn't think it would come to this, but, I finally felt happy. My past has gave me pain, made me think I'm useless, made me hurt myself...my family fell apart but a new one came. That's when I met you Too many people are courting me even though I refused. But to you, you didn't. It's like I'm the one doing it. I still had no hope though. My depression is only worse each day.  I made you suffer... I think its best to stay away from you. In short, I'm leaving... I'm sorry..."



Hi this my first story so sorry if it is cringy! ;-;All Rights Reserved

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Why can't we laugh now like we did then? How come I see you and ache instead? How come you only look pleased in bed? Let's climb the cliff edge and jump again. "It's late. Where were you?"

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"Oh hey! Who are you? Are you guys an audience of my everyday entertainment? Glad to be here, I'm your producer, ███." "Get on with the description, stop spewing nonsense." "Brother, am I supposed to?" "You are supposed to do that, yet you fail miserably." "Oh, I'll get on with it then." America, an ████████, who's on Earth goes back to the kingdoms. He meets Russia, the Northern prince or the ███████ on his first day and bonded with each other. Within a couple days of knowing each other, they realized their mutual goal to fight for justice and freedom and goes on a rampage to return the spots of monarchs back to their rightful people. And yet, after so long, they don't know much of each other. Russia, however, has another goal on his mind, given by me! Yours truly, ███! "Ok Mr. Producer, get a move on, there's more to do than this." "Come on, you know I don't get too many chances to do this." "Half the description is literally redacted. Plus, you get to do this like nineteen more times, don't be greedy." "It's not my fault the audience physically can't understand me!" "I'm ending this for you." ----------------------------------------------------------------- Very not historically and geographically correct I KNOW THE PACING IS TERRIBLE 🧍 THERE WILL BE RUSAME AT SOME POINT Very much inspired by rr and wwms

Starstruck: Countryhumans America X Reader by stressedBees

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A Shattered Life (Countryhuman) OwU by Grinnycat11

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The Things I'd Rather Forget // Countryhumans AU by Sel_va_

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