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•°Held Back°•™
YanYenz
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  • Reads 43,636
  • Votes 1,391
  • Parts 49
  • Time 2h 16m
YanYenz
Ongoing, First published Sep 13, 2019
countryhumanscountryxcountryfanfictionphilippinesrusphilrussiarussiaxphilippines
"I didn't think it would come to this, but, I finally felt happy. My past has gave me pain, made me think I'm useless, made me hurt myself...my family fell apart but a new one came. That's when I met you Too many people are courting me even though I refused. But to you, you didn't. It's like I'm the one doing it. I still had no hope though. My depression is only worse each day.  I made you suffer... I think its best to stay away from you. In short, I'm leaving... I'm sorry..."



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My Love for You - Rusame

8 parts Complete Mature

Russia is cold and distant, a hardened fighter like his father. America is a social god, hanging out with the elite, the most powerful countries the world has to offer. But America fights alone with his demons, both physical, and mental. When he finally begins to crack, Russia realizes how mislabeled America truly is. But what happens when Britain steps in? Family disputes, dangerous threats, and carefully hidden secrets jeopardize Russia and America's relationship, will their trust split down the middle and crack the very foundation of their love? WARNING: Colorful language, angst, abuse, self-harm, fluff, smut

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