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"I didn't think it would come to this, but, I finally felt happy. My past has gave me pain, made me think I'm useless, made me hurt myself...my family fell apart but a new one came. That's when I met you Too many people are courting me even though I refused. But to you, you didn't. It's like I'm the one doing it. I still had no hope though. My depression is only worse each day. I made you suffer... I think its best to stay away from you. In short, I'm leaving... I'm sorry..."
Hi this my first story so sorry if it is cringy! ;-;
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