My nightmares

I constantly have bad dreams. I write them down after I have them if I can remember most of the details. I'm deciding to post them now because I want people to know that they're not alone with they're dreams. I'm not a good writer, and there's often gaps in my dreams that I can't recall. But everything you read are dreams I've had.

Quick backstory
I grew up in an abusive household. My father and step mother mentally and physically abused me. My father also sexually abused me. I've been out of that house now for almost a year and I'm doing well. But my fears and memories still get to me.

Please keep in mind that these are nightmares and not things I want to have in my head or things I enjoy. these are fears.