"I close my eyes one more time, and I finally give in to exhaustion. As I am drawn further and further into the dark, an indiscernible figure subtly creeps into my mind. At first, the stern eyes that examine me seem to belong to my father. But then, as the number of faces begins to multiply, I realize it's not a dream about my old man. Far from it. All I see is them. The wimps and the minxes. Wimps and minxes everywhere. And in that gruesome dream of mine, I stand amongst them."
Perhaps, in some way, Henry Anderson has always had some sort of keenness for carnage.
However, that's not something people would pick up on at the first glance of Henry Anderson. Because, physically speaking, Henry is not strange looking. There is nothing about him that could hint the slightest abnormality or dysfunction, nor provoke anyone's interest. After all, nothing is fascinating about the married university teacher in the worn out suit, with the untied tie, the lanky figure, the stern expression and the hollow eyes.
If anything, everything about him appears mundane, banal even.
That is, until one night, when he witnesses an unsettling incident at a park, an incident that will disclose a hidden facet unbeknownst to himself. And as he struggles with the demons that run wild in the darkest corners of his mind, his loved ones grow into subjects of his abhorrence, innocent affection into twisted lust, his accomplished hopes and dreams into disappointments and nightmares, and trivial bitterness into seething rage.
And as long as he goes on, the lines keep being crossed and the boundaries keep being pushed. And the further he goes, the less he sees ahead.
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I can only see half of his face, reflected in the mirror at the front of the bus, and part of that is obscured by the peak of the black company-branded cap he's wearing. But I can see enough to glean that there's a strong jaw covered in scruff. A wide mouth that looks like it would be prone to smiling. He's wearing glasses with trendy light tortoiseshell frames, and I can't quite discern the colour of his eyes from my position . . . but some weird intuition is telling me that they'll be hazel, and I wonder when my brain is going to catch up.
Because I *know* him, don't I? I'm almost certain of it.
And he seems to know me, too. Or at least he thinks he does. The way he's glancing over at me lets me in on that.
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Mirren Shepherd has *many* pet peeves. Top of the list, though? Staycations . . . And surprises.
So when her girls' trip abroad is cancelled at the last minute and she finds herself roped into a minibus tour of Northern Scotland instead, she isn't remotely happy.
And when she finds out who their guide is . . . It's yet another reason for her to dislike surprises. Because Owen Sullivan wasn't so much the one who got away . . . He was the one who just didn't return. And, after she finally got over him, she never expected to see him again.
Mirren would prefer to leave the past in the past, but Owen is determined to try to right his wrongs. Can she trust him? Can she trust *herself*?
Maybe, just maybe, this surprise - and staycation - won't be as bad as Mirren thinks . . .
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