happy pills
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I take my pills and I'm happy all the time - Weathers
Camren Beckett suffers from severe depression and anxiety, but his life begins to turn around when he is forced to move across the country for a new start. Things seem to turn around once he starts up at high school again, and once he meets Ella Grace. Will he find his purpose? Will he be able to learn to love life again?
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- I write books based on songs! I do not own this song , but all characters are original and fictional.
*TRIGGER WARNINGS*
(mentions suicide, depression, self-harm, and anxiety...)
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