Pain || jilix
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Han Jisung is just a 19 year old boy who was traumatized when he was 12.
Lee Felix is just a 19 year old boy who saw something no one should ever see when they are 10.
Yes, they do end up dating...
but what if they're already too far gone to ever get better?
Started: 17 September 2019
Ended: 22 October 2019
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