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Pain || jilix

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Reads 97,260
Votes 4,158
Parts 20
Time 1h 8m

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[COMPLETE]
Han Jisung is just a 19 year old boy who was traumatized when he was 12.

Lee Felix is just a 19 year old boy who saw something no one should ever see when they are 10.

Yes, they do end up dating...

but what if they're already too far gone to ever get better? 


Started: 17 September 2019
Ended: 22 October 2019All Rights Reserved

abuse bangchan depression hanjisung hanlix hwanghyunjin jilix kimseungmin kimwoojin kpop leefelix leeminho pain seochangbin straykids suicide texttospeech yangjeongin

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