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Pain || jilix

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Reads 90,697
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Parts 20
Time 1h 8m

abuse bangchan depression hanjisung hanlix hwanghyunjin jilix kimseungmin kimwoojin kpop leefelix leeminho pain seochangbin straykids suicide texttospeech yangjeongin

[COMPLETE]
Han Jisung is just a 19 year old boy who was traumatized when he was 12.

Lee Felix is just a 19 year old boy who saw something no one should ever see when they are 10.

Yes, they do end up dating...

but what if they're already too far gone to ever get better? 


Started: 17 September 2019
Ended: 22 October 2019All Rights Reserved

abuse bangchan depression hanjisung hanlix hwanghyunjin jilix kimseungmin kimwoojin kpop leefelix leeminho pain seochangbin straykids suicide texttospeech yangjeongin

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Sacrifice (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

Hyunjin pov How will you feel when someone you loved dearly will give up on you so easily? That person is most important to you but your not the most important to them as you thought. let me tell you, It hurts like the hell itself. But still you can't blame that person, because that's how it's going end. We can't change this fate. 'All's well that ends well' they say? bullshit. Everything is going wrong here. Nothing is ending well! It wasn't supposed to be this way. One by one everything is falling apart... "I miss felix....I miss yeji.... I miss how me and lee know used to be.. now everything changed, nothing is the same. Nothing is happy anymore. It ended happily but now I'm losing everything.. It's like a triple kill i freaking lost my love, my best friend, my sister at one go" #hyunlix *warnings* abuse gay sex accident depression Child abuse Violence

Death Dance || Hyunlix by koreanbigmingion

lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-hyunlix 6.8.22 #2-leefelix 8.27.22 started~ 3.31.22 ended~ 6.5.22 contains: self-harm, suicidal thoughts

Enemies // Jilix🔚 by Honeyminbin

*𝔻𝕠 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕡𝕪 𝕞𝕪 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜. 𝔸𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕠𝕡𝕪𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 ℝ𝕖𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕖𝕕* Hate? to Love? ★☆★☆★ ⚠️ -ᴛᴇxᴛ/ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛ -ᴄʀɪɴɢʏ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕖𝕕: 11th Feb 2020 𝔼𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕕: 30th June 2020 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 ♡ 𝑭𝒚𝒊: 𝖨𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗇 & 𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗍𝖺𝗂𝗇𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍, 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝗈𝗋 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅!

9th member of Stray Kids // y/n by seung0skz

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Stop | HyunIn by knzhgts

Hyunjin is a heartless bully, who doesn't consider anyone a friend. Jeongin is just one quiet student, who doesn't want to trust anyone. But what if everything was different only a year back? And what will happen if these two cross paths, once again? A HyunIn ff (Minsung and Changlix included 😉) Start: 07/09/2020 Finish: 19/03/2021

sex therapy || chanlix by namjoonsstudent2

"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c. "...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f. a/n desc; lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception? will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment? rankings; #1 chanlix 18-04-2022 #1 bangchan 05-11-2021 #5 skz 12-11-2021 started: 09-09-2021 ended: 09-04-2022

on the edge // hyunlix by limitedlix

if they say to kill yourself, then you will try it. - lee felix, a young male who has been forced into making a suicidal attempt, causing problematic rumours to come by. hwang hyunjin who wants to help felix, from the first to the last incident of committing such harmful decisions. { hyunlix } [ sensitive topics; self-harm, suicide attempts, mentions of blood & violence, vulgar language, harassment. ] started ; 24/07/23 ended ; 15/09/23 [ completed ✔︎ ]

Dark Angel // Hyunlix (BOOK 1) by xxJasonLevixx

Hyunjin was sent down to Earth with one mission: keep Lee Felix alive. But what happens when he falls in love? ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ This story is very dark and has a lot of intense aspects to it. Please do not read if self harm, suicide, and eating disorders will trigger mental harm.

maze of memories. | lmh + hjs ✓ by mhsy07

han jisung, a freak experiment, finds his safe place with lee minho, a gang member. but not all is as it seems. top ! minho bottom ! jisung hybrid / gang au !!! - will contain nsfw content such as: violence, blood, mentions of sex, mentions of suicide, swearing, and self harm !!! - will contain lots of angst #11 - minsung 6/21/20 started: 4/16/2020 ended: 8/11/2020 edits: 9/10/2020

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐎𝐟𝐟! • ʰʸᵘⁿᵇⁱⁿˡⁱˣ by dweakbinnie

[ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ] -𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱 Felix walks into his new school catching the eyes of everyone. He different from eveyone. "He isn't from around here." "Some forgien weirdo." "He can't even speak properly." These are just some of the things people say about him behind his back. He just wants to gets through college and disappear once it's over. What he doesn't realise is that two boys have taken a particular interest in him. Both Hyunjin and Changbin want to be with Felix but who will win him over? Or will their pasts get in the way? ⚠︎Trigger Warnings Mental illness , Suicide attempt , Abuse , Homophobia Best Rankings #1 - skz : 05.10.22 #1 - changlix : 27.01.21 #1 - hyunlix : 27.08.20 #1 - poly : 27.10.20 #2 - chan : 12.11.20 #3 - straykids: 29.07.20 #5 - jeongchan : 20.07.20 sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ↬ 02.03.20 ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ↬ 10.10.20

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Sacrifice (Hyunlix)

Hyunjin pov How will you feel when someone you loved dearly will give up on you so easily? That person is most important to you but your not the most important to them as you thought. let me tell you, It hurts like the hell itself. But still you can't blame that person, because that's how it's going end. We can't change this fate. 'All's well that ends well' they say? bullshit. Everything is going wrong here. Nothing is ending well! It wasn't supposed to be this way. One by one everything is falling apart... "I miss felix....I miss yeji.... I miss how me and lee know used to be.. now everything changed, nothing is the same. Nothing is happy anymore. It ended happily but now I'm losing everything.. It's like a triple kill i freaking lost my love, my best friend, my sister at one go" #hyunlix warnings abuse gay sex accident depression Child abuse Violence