Why him?
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Ongoing, First published Sep 15, 2019
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(Sequel to "Why me?")

I still have nightmares.
It's been years, I've tried to move on yet they still haunt me.
No matter what I do nothing can fix it. I still don't understand why anyone would treat an innocent soul as foul as they did mine.
I sit awake at night wondering, what did I ever do to deserve such a thing?
It may seem that I'm happy and that I'm a strong independent alpha now but little does everyone know I'm still broken, just as broken as when I watched my "parents" die right before my eyes.
Even though all these thoughts rush through my head constantly there's always one question that I can never seem to shake.
Why him?
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Sequel to 'Why me?' I would recommend reading the first book before this. 

Warning: foul language and sexual content
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