A Mistake
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Last published Mon, Apr 13, 2020
Thomas Sanders' has depression as a side. Except for one thing, Thomas doesn't have depression, so how she alive you ask. She doesn't know. She's female, she's a side symbolizing a disorder. There are things that the other sides don't know about her, they don't know her real name, they don't understand why she's female, and they don't know what she does in her free time.
Depression has a big secret, will the other sides find out about it? Or will she keep it until someone finds out? In a quest for acceptance, Depression wishes to be noticed, who knows what'll happen.
I don't have depression and this book may not be accurate with how depression affects people, just please keep that in mind.
Warning, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, depressed episodes, possible panic attacks, and exclusion.
Started: 9/19/19, the latest sander sides posted is Dealing With Intrusive Thoughts.
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