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When I'm alone I feel sick. Inside me. Inside my head. Like someone is talking to me. Like I'm talking to me. But the one 'me' that's talking, ain't me.All Rights Reserved

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💫YANDERE/OBSESSION/NON-CONSENTUAL ONESHOTS💫 -----------------♡♡♡♡--------------- Sometimes, it's not the darkness you're scared of. You're scared of what's lurking in it..... Maybe your nightmare perhaps? or your Saviour of the day who could turn out worse? They're crazy for you... Ready to go to moon and back millions of times for you. You're hurt? The cause is gone before you know. (I don't even know with the description bro wtf am I doing but; let's leave it.) -------------------------♡♡♡♡----------------------- Contains: --->Mature stuff --->Forceful --->Not sweet at all --->Obsession --->completely dark and only non-consentual

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