"I'm only famous because I want to be the light for many people who live in darkness." She told the interviewer. I rolled my eyes and scoffed.
"Dude what's your problem. Why do you have such a strong dislike towards Amanda?" Louis asked.
"Because she's fake and before you know it, she's going to 'start dating' to get more popular. I can't believe you believe all that crap. You know how fake those interviews get." I glared at him.
"Harry, it sounds like you know her personally." Liam said. I didn't answer. All the boys were looking at me like I was crazy, well except for Zayn. He seemed to actually be on my side.
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"Amanda look over here!" The paparazzi screamed at me. Instead I did the exact opposite and kept looking forward.
"Hey slut! Are you too deaf to do what the camera man wants you to do or are you fake with your nice personality?" Someone on the sidewalk said. I was trapped with the paparazzi and the group of people surrounding me. This was getting too much.
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"Come on, do it, curse, scream, yell at me, hit me, do whatever you have wanted to do all these years."
He just stares at me, not doing anything.
"Do something! I made a mistake, and I am paying for it, and as if watching you, letting go of yourself as I'm not able to do anything is not enough! I have to watch our friends suffer the consequences of my mistakes. Our friends are done with our bullshit, Harry.
And quite frankly, so am I..."
Silence.
"Say something for God's sake!" I yell, and I look up just to see him with his head bowed down and his shoulders shaking as he sobs .
This is all my fault. This is my mess.
...
"I believe you, just like I should have from the start." He says gently, and I just cling on him more as I feel his warmth and hear his heartbeat.
"Your heart is beating so fast..." I whisper as if it was a secret.
"It's beating for you... Always for you, it never stopped beating for you."