Staying High (To Forget I'm Missing You)
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MatureComplete Tue, Sep 17, 201928m
"You're gone and I got to stay high all the time to keep you off my mind."
O único momento em que a dor aliviava era quando ele estava chapado, o que acabou virando o novo estado normal de Mairon, (...) a agonia, a dor e o desespero em seu coração o impedia de tentar ir para o quarto. O quarto que Mairon compartilhava com ele.
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Na mesinha de centro, seu celular vibrava sem parar. O nome de Celebrimbor, aquela foto ridícula dele sorrindo como um idiota, abraçando um dragão de pelúcia - Mairon ainda conseguia se lembrar perfeitamente daquele dia -, chamava Mairon de volta para a realidade.
[Oneshot | Universo Alternativo | Insipidara por: "Stay High" - Tove Lo - Against The Current Cover | Mairon/Celebrimbor]
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