I wish it hadn't come to this
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'I wish it hadn't come to this'
The words fumbled onto the paper his hand shakily scribbling them across. He wiped the tears from his face taking in a shaky breath. He shouldn't be crying. He wanted this. He wanted to leave. He was so tired. Tired of everything.
He continued writing his hand tightening around the round pill bottle.
He'd finally get the relief he wanted.
A story about a mentally unstable teenager and the struggles of life.
⚠️Trigger warning⚠️
Will contain mentions of self harm, s*xual assault, r*pe, suicidal thoughts etc.
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