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The Rise and Fall of Matsuno Ichimatsu

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anxiety choromatsu depression ichimatsu ichimatsuangst jyushimatsu karamatsu mentaldisorder mentalhealth osomatsu selfharm suicidalthoughts todomatsu

TW///THE FOLLOWING BOOK CONTAINS THEMES SUCH AS: 
 🔺Attempted Suicide or Suicide 
🔺Self harm 
🔺Depressive themes 
🔺Anxiety 
DO NOT READ OF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGER BY SUCH TOPICS-! 

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Nobody likes to witness the slow steady melancholy of their brother. Karamatsu is a second hand witness to that. Ichimatsu has always been an inspiration to him since they were young, and especially in highschool when ichi becomes more confident and social (at least tries to). But the brother he's always loved and cherished comes tumbling down the hill, collapsing onto himself like a dying star. Witnessing the fall of Matsuno Ichimatsu.

>>>I do not own any of these characters, this is only a work of fiction.All Rights Reserved

anxiety choromatsu depression ichimatsu ichimatsuangst jyushimatsu karamatsu mentaldisorder mentalhealth osomatsu selfharm suicidalthoughts todomatsu

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