Survivors Of The Lost
iamaaliyahakram
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  • Parts 31
  • Time 3h 53m
iamaaliyahakram
Complete, First published Sep 18, 2019
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2020/05/29
#105 Sorrows 
#394 spiritual 

First I thought to tell you everything,
What Iam hiding and why? 
But then I realized, Do you care about it? 
I love hard.
Embarrassingly hard. All in type of hard.

But I do silently. 
I drown the feelings in my gut until I'm heavy with 'I want you' and 'I love you' and 'I miss you'. 

I hold my hope in my throat. 
I clutch my wishes in my hands.

They become moist with sweat until I no longer want them. 

If you could read me you would have known, I never wanted you to leave until now. 
It was just the situation where holding on to you was more difficult than letting you go. 

I loved you, 
I cried,
I apologised,
I made efforts,

And Finally I lost myself.
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