Survivors Of The Lost

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Time 3h 53m

Reads 16,621
Votes 615
Parts 31
Time 3h 53m

2020/05/29
    #105 Sorrows 
    #394 spiritual 
    
    First I thought to tell you everything,
    What Iam hiding and why? 
    But then I realized, Do you care about it? 
    I love hard.
    Embarrassingly hard. All in type of hard.
    
    But I do silently. 
    I drown the feelings in my gut until I'm heavy with 'I want you' and 'I love you' and 'I miss you'. 
    
    I hold my hope in my throat. 
    I clutch my wishes in my hands.
    
    They become moist with sweat until I no longer want them. 
    
    If you could read me you would have known, I never wanted you to leave until now. 
    It was just the situation where holding on to you was more difficult than letting you go. 
    
    I loved you, 
    I cried,
    I apologised,
    I made efforts,
    
    And Finally I lost myself.All Rights Reserved

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2020/05/29
    #105 Sorrows 
    #394 spiritual 
    
    First I thought to tell you everything,
    What Iam hiding and why? 
    But then I realized, Do you care about it? 
    I love hard.
    Embarrassingly hard. All in type of hard.
    
    But I do silently. 
    I drown the feelings in my gut until I'm heavy with 'I want you' and 'I love you' and 'I miss you'. 
    
    I hold my hope in my throat. 
    I clutch my wishes in my hands.
    
    They become moist with sweat until I no longer want them. 
    
    If you could read me you would have known, I never wanted you to leave until now. 
    It was just the situation where holding on to you was more difficult than letting you go. 
    
    I loved you, 
    I cried,
    I apologised,
    I made efforts,
    
    And Finally I lost myself.

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