Survivors Of The Lost
iamaaliyahakram
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  • Reads 16,831
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  • Parts 31
  • Time 3h 53m
iamaaliyahakram
Complete, First published Sep 18, 2019
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2020/05/29
#105 Sorrows 
#394 spiritual 

First I thought to tell you everything,
What Iam hiding and why? 
But then I realized, Do you care about it? 
I love hard.
Embarrassingly hard. All in type of hard.

But I do silently. 
I drown the feelings in my gut until I'm heavy with 'I want you' and 'I love you' and 'I miss you'. 

I hold my hope in my throat. 
I clutch my wishes in my hands.

They become moist with sweat until I no longer want them. 

If you could read me you would have known, I never wanted you to leave until now. 
It was just the situation where holding on to you was more difficult than letting you go. 

I loved you, 
I cried,
I apologised,
I made efforts,

And Finally I lost myself.
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Mafia's Forced Wife

27 parts Complete Mature

Being a Muslim girl and in a conservative family with three protective brothers to care for you for your entire life....It makes you spoiled, protected and well naïve to some point. My name is Sharia Qureshi. I am a cardiologist. Saving lives gives me the reason to live. I believe that living life for yourself is easy but giving a part of it to others is something worth living for. Starting as an intern at a reputated hospital was all I wanted after completing my degree. But never in my life I expected Allah would turn my life from a free spirited girl to damsel in distress with none other than the shaitaan(devil). #################### "You never married me with my own free will. You forced me and my family into this. Allah will make you pay for this." He started laughing at my face mocking my words. Breaking me. Showing me how powerless I was in front of him. He closed the gap between us, stepping dangerously close. I took a sharp breath as he held my my hair painfully pushing my scalp back leaving burning sensation. He leaned down to whisper hotly in my ears."You are mine and only mine to give pain. You will beg me to be free." # 15 Compassion (06/21/2021) #1 Compassion (10/19/2022)

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