Half & Half

Born in China in 1960's in a small village by the south band of Yellow River. There was not much of schooling and the math teacher did not all the answers. My mother was strictly against me to pursue schooling, and I did not know how to live in a village in my life if I could not get out of the Roomate place.
1982 I was chosen to Zheng Zhou University to start my new life with hope to a world. 1989 I graduated from the graduate school. In 1991 I came to United States as a company to my ex-husband who came for his doctorate degree. Somehow I was totally blind sighted and was abandoned with my two little children. Life in a foreign country as a single mother struck me to the dark place, wished to sleep away to the eternal escape. God did not forgot me, compelled me to seek the answer why I was abandoned, why I was so stupid and was used for 10 years in United States, who he was that I had married to. All these questions took me to study Psychology for clarity.