Liebes Zukunfts-Ich,
wenn du auf diese Zeilen zurückblickst, wirst du dich an einen Teil deines Lebens erinnern, der über fünf Jahre deiner Lebenszeit für sich beansprucht hat. Und ich mache dir nichts vor, es wird immer einen Teil deines Lebens für sich beansprucht haben, denn das, was dir passiert ist, ist so schmerzhaft und wahnsinnig gewesen, dass es dich für immer geprägt hat.
Ich hoffe, du lässt dich von diesen Erinnerungen nicht triggern, geschweige denn kontrollieren.
Doch die Erlebnisse, die du durchwandert bist, müssen gehört werden. Du musst sie in diese ungewisse, angsteinflößende und zwiegespaltene Welt hinaustragen.
Nicht nur, um anderen zu helfen, sondern auch, um dir zu helfen.
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Don't trust people on the internet.
And don't trust yourself on the internet, too.
Pass auf dich auf,
Vergangenheits-Ich
ᵞᴬᴺᴰᴱᴿᴱ ᶜᴿᵁˢᴴ ˣ ᶠᴼᴿᴹᴱᴿ ᵞᴬᴺᴰᴱᴿᴱ ᴿᴱᴬᴰᴱᴿ
WILL EDIT WHEN COMPLETED!!
#5 lime 20220621
#1 Yandere 20230409 (Bffr 💀 🤣)
#2 Obsession 20230409 (Y'all crazy 🧋👀)
"You're fucking crazy!!" I shouted. Ironic, right? I was in the exact same position he was in before.
"I'm crazy for you. Literally. I would do anything and I mean anything to keep you all to myself." He tells me, scoffing at the thought of something as if he found an inside joke.
"I know selfish. I know I'm supposed to be a good Christian boy and here I am... haha... killing people for you~" The psycho admits, gazing at me with a grin on his face. Holding a bloody knife in his grasp. The sharp point's on his index finger, slowly twirling it.
"You're crazy for me, you said you love me and-"
"I WAS crazy for you but I wasn't that crazy to KILL innocent people for you because I knew I had issues but this is beyond insane!" I'm standing face to face in front of my brainwashed crush. The one I kidnapped and told him things that was beyond coherence to him at the moment. I confessed my feelings for him in the same method.
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But he was never like this because I was the one that changed him. It was me. After almost two months of captivity, I let him go. For the reason of him: never loving me. I Deleted my social media accounts, dropped my classes, and burned his stuff I kept. I haven't seen him for days until one day when I was walking to my classes. I accidentally bumped into him with my schedule and he grabbed it amongst the other miscellaneous stuff, and ever since then, I've been seeing him everywhere.
At times, I wish he would've just reported me. Because this is a living nightmare.
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