What it Feels Like to be Suicidal
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Ongoing13m
Last published Wed, Oct 9, 2019
Most people just don't get people who are suicidal. But there are a few. Some may say we know what that is. But do they really? Do they know what it's like to go through that? I know how it feels like. It almost cost my life.
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