Mental heath poems/personal short story's

These poems I made when I was 13 I hope my ending changes because I hope to deal will all of my mental issues and my parent still don't know I will probably add more later 9/19/19 at 7:46pm
Update I'll give a list of things I'll have either short story's or poems on. Letting you all know I self-diagnoses myself with all of these

Anxiety/anxiety attacks
Depression
Eating disorder
Body shaming
And a possible identity crisis

With depression it will have multiple part like suicide thoughts, self harm(I've done no cutting but has been a thought so cutting might be in it too), and all of the "amazing" side-affects that come with it anyway I'll start writing 10/3/19 at 8:33 pm