UNTIL FUTHER NOTICE I'M NOT UNDATING THIS STORY ANYMORE. Sorry. At least you'll still have the first chapter. | "You're not the only one." They say. "It happens to many women." They also say. All of their words don't change the fact that it hurts. Riker and I may never have kids together. But he would have made such a great father, kind, loving, patient. Even with little light, Riker tells me not to loose hope that might be all I have. | Written in first person using myself as the main character.