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~•°+* Trying To Survive This Hell We Call Life *+°•~ (original story)

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Kinda a work in progress. let me get a story line, then they'll be a description. I will ONLY be posting on friday's in my spare time. Also, let me know if you want me to give you a messenge at the end of every chapter, or some. whatever ya'll want. you're reading it, so might as well make it comfy. I hope all you guys and gals will enjoy this terrible and rough start of a terrible story, but you're here to witness this mess. So, yeah. idk how to end this. bye guys and gals! :)All Rights Reserved

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