The Miracle I Never Had
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Complete Sun, Sep 22, 2019<5 mins
How can you love someone who was never real? How can you mourn someone who never existed? I know because I did love someone who was never real, and I am mourning someone who never existed. it might sound stupid silly or even made up but those are the words of someone who hasn't been through this. This is a real and painful phenomenon that affects many people.
this is a true story that happened to me please don't steal it I'm only sharing it so that people who have experienced it too don't feel alone so keep all rude mean and criticizing comments to yourself
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