Author's Life

So there was this someone messaged me.
Asking about my story One Piece One Shots why the girl always suffer.
I replied to her that 'What can we do. No one dies suffering.'
She replied to which on I replied again.
Till I said to her some of my reasons and a story part of my life.
Till it end with me replying
'Others suffer. While others live happily. Mix of hell and heaven, our world is,'
Then she never replied back.
So I guess I'll just tell it to my readers explain it.
Tell you my life story.
Woah I hope if you read this you won't judge me so bad.
I just a human after all.
Oh and I change my former friends names and my family's also.
For private and safety purpose I guess?
I guess I also write this for others to understand me even if just for a bit.