A former boy band member reminisce in an attempt to understand how he ended up the way he is now; a broken man with a broken heart and a severe anxiety ruling his life. This is not a fan fiction per se but it is inspired by Zayn's latest album Icarus Fall and since he was a part of One Direction there might be implications towards the group. I however do not ship any of the members in this story and everyone is free to interpret it the way they want. Any similarities are just coincidental. You don't have to listen to the album to understand the story and you don't have to know anything about Zayn or One Direction either. I do recommend the album though, it is great, and Zayn's voice is just magical. But that's just my personal opinion.All Rights Reserved