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"The constant fear consumes me as i don't know if my secret is returned.
How if it isn't i will probably scare him off and lose him.
All this time I never had trouble keeping my emotions in check and expressing them with ease.
That's the whole reason I started writing this. "Him" is a personal love poem/story/letter that I started writing when i began to fall for this guy who has been one of my best friends for the past year or so. I've never done it for anyone before which makes me even more nervous to share it now. However I do really want to give it to him. Read this think about it let every letter and line sink in because behind it all is a hidden message. At the end I want to know what you all think I should do, should i give it to him, wait, or just keep it on here and let it be a secret forever. Every word is true every emotion expressed is real, so be gentle please and enjoy it but don't take it and say it's yours. And yes I know that it's cheesy and that's okay. Thank you :)
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