My Journal
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MatureOngoing24m
Last published Fri, Feb 7, 2020
Welcome to the "Journal of J". This is basically giving me a platform to write my feelings, emotions, and just whatever when I feel like I can, need to, or want to. I couldn't think of another place to write, and I don't feel like doing it by hand.
What you are going to read is semi-personal. Its all my feelings and thoughts put into a little online journal. Hey, maybe you can relate to some things you read, or maybe you may think I'm lame. In the end, I get to nervous to burden other people with my emotions (people I know), and thought "hey why don't I vent to random strangers I have no connection to?"
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