can't sleep

I started writin theses after my close freind died, he wrote poems on this same site, look him up and read his poems they are way better then mine.
But I guess I'm writing these to I guess deal with my grief, I've always been way better at dealing with things when I write the down so that's what I did.
@cysigh go check out his poetry book called, simply everything
Also comment on the parts, tell me if you like them or not and what I could do better, please and thank you! :))