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The Painful Void Inside Me (My Thoughts)
KieranOBrien4
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KieranOBrien4
Ongoing, First published Sep 25, 2019
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2nd - Life And Death ~ Oct 1st 2019
7th - How I Feel ~ Oct 2019
2nd -How To Save A Life ~ Oct 2019
Thanks for all your support.

This is how I feel inside every day. I'm writing this to inspire people who feel the same to get the help they need, or even advice them on how to cope with their own mind. 

Mental Health is a serious risk in the world today, every one of us need to support each other in this desperate need of help.
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