For Clary
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  • Reads 44
  • Votes 5
  • Parts 4
  • Time <5 mins
Ongoing, First published Sep 26, 2019
Clary, a 19-year old girl suffered from a mental illness which she thought was a mere sadness and mood swings  but was later on diagnosed as schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder which peole intrepret reality abnormally. She was so adamant to end her life when she reaches 20; "6 months left...", that was the only thing running in her mind every minute. She was so busy plotting her own death that she didn't noticed when Paulo, her blockmate, entered her life.

Clary and Paulo never had something in common, they always come up with something to argue with. Both of them are imperfect and that what makes them perfect for each other, or so Paulo said...

Will he save Clarissa Montejo from the sucking abyss she is in?
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