The Pain we try to Hide
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Last published Wed, Oct 16, 2019
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Warning!!! Not because these are all bad, just some people may find offensive or are sensitive to some of these topics. Contains swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts and action, abusive parents, alcoholic, bullies, anxiety, lgbtq+, anorexia, violence, etc.
Summary:
Ethan is a pessimistic person, he had always thought his life was meaningless and a waste. A cold and stormy night, when his mother came home drunk and beat the shit out of him, he ran away to the top of the city's bridge and was about to jump, until someone stopped him and told him every life is worth living and things will get better. Those words touched Ethan's heart, he couldn't see the person's face but he will cherish those kind words and find the person who said those words. Will two different yet similar people learn to learn to love or close off their hearts and not pursue their happiness?
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