Hey guys, welcome to my first fanfic ever. I kind of wanted to try myself at this for ages, but never had the time or courage to do it, but finally here it is. Just wanted to put my fealers out there to see what you guys think. So feel free to criticise and comment. I am a sucker for deeply inside insecure Yuri and lifeline Otabek. Also I was always looking for a fic that is presenting darker topics like depression and anxiety in a realistic way, so just decided to write it myself. This pretty much represents my way with the illness and how it felt for me. Also felt that Yura was the right character for it as I could identify with him the best. So if you have the feeling that you are mentally strong enough to come and watch Yura fight through this go ahead ;). Oh and by the way - I am sorry if I made any grammar mistakes and stuff, because English is not my first language. But anyway, enjoy and byeeeee xD