"roc stop it ! your hurting me pls stop it!" as im crying my eyes out yelling . "your nothing but a dumb bitch anyways so shut up" as hes pulling my hair dragging me and kicking me in my stomach as im dying for air . "say sorry and i will stop!" he yelled . "i-im sorry" i knew he wasnt going to stop because he started punching me repeatedly in the face . "your lying you stupid cunt! i dont understand how i met an ugly bitch like you!" as he was yelling still punching me as i blacked out .... yeah , thats my boyfriend i shouldnt call him my boyfriend because he abuse me and dont show the love he use to anymore . before i get into detail my name is rachel im 22 yrs old i still go to still to be a model . i have no kids im not a mother yet idk if ill ever be one cause roc said he never wants to have kids with me . my mother and father died when i was 9 years old so i cant go anywhere to express my feelings to . i only have one friend and her name is katherine she been there for me since day one . i tell her everything she doesnt like roc she always tell me to leave him and that i can do better but then again the love i have for roc that wont ever be possible . me and roc been with each other for bout a year going on 2 from the beginning roc was loving , and sweet and kind and was such a gentleman . every since his mother mary died he went out to drink came home drunk , and just walked in the room and started hurting me really bad . this i how i know he was nothing but trouble from what he does .