Because I Had You
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Last published Wed, Apr 22, 2020
"Ciana."
No. It couldn't be, at least I didn't want it to be but I knew it was. I knew that voice, I fell in love with that voice. I stood still hoping that I could avoid him forever, that he wouldn't try but I knew he would.
"Turn around, please."
I could hear the desperation in his voice, and it hurt, it truly hurt. I wanted to run far away, I wanted to run to the ends of the earth just to not have this conversation, to not see him and everything I left, to see the pain I caused him enable to keep him safe.
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From a young age, a mysterious person has been after Ciana and her family, causing unbearable pain by hurting her loved one's, so she ran. After 3 years, she decides to come back to her hometown, healed and with one rule: Don't love anymore, but when she end's up reconnecting with her first love, things get complicated.
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