"I'll keep my distance to you" I typed with a sad smile on my face then send it to him, this will not be my goodbye cause I hate goodbyes, there is no good at goobyes How this things happen to us? how I end up breaking my own heart again? Trust issues? that's a total bullshit, because of that, I made him hate me, I made him avoid me and the hell it hurts me a lot now How can you love someone you didnt know personally or, you don't have an idea if he is real? Honestly, I don't know, I just feel it, I love him but I don't have a chance to say it to him personally anymore, why? because I'm stupid. I'm afraid to fall harder for him but, it already happen and now, I don't know where this story of us will take me.