His eyes bore a hole in me as I stared back melting his soul to the core. ''I'm sorry...'' Four says. ''About what Four?'' I say. ''For what happened to Tris your twin sister.'' Four says quietly. ''You couldn't have done anything. She wasn't brave enough to make it.'' I say gripping his jacket that Four put around me, I dared not to cry in front of him, because I didn't want him to see me as weak. ''She wanted to be like me, like her big sister she would say. Now because of me she's gone Four.'' I say when he sat down beside me. ''That's not true Zania.'' Four says. ''Can I tell you something?'' I say tears still falling.