Beating heart

His eyes bore a hole in me as I stared back melting his soul to the core.
''I'm sorry...'' Four says.
''About what Four?'' I say.
''For what happened to Tris your twin sister.'' Four says quietly.
''You couldn't have done anything. She wasn't brave enough to make it.'' I say gripping his jacket that Four put around me, I dared not to cry in front of him, because I didn't want him to see me as weak.
''She wanted to be like me, like her big sister she would say. Now because of me she's gone Four.'' I say when he sat down beside me.
''That's not true Zania.'' Four says.
''Can I tell you something?'' I say tears still falling.