gEt OuT oF My rOoM!!!!
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Huge big ass note: my problems arent for your entertainment and arent your business.
I've been bottling up emotions, I've been crying, panicking,lashing out, isolating myself, and more.
so I decided to finally stop fantasizing about getting a therapist and having everyone help me.
I want to put my life on display to the world.
I want someone to tell me who I am.
I want to know if I'm ok.
so as an act of self indulgence, (which I usually dont partake in)
I want to put myself out there onto a small platform and re evaluate why I'm this way.
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