My boyfriend (BL)

Anger emanated from him.... he was too intimidating for my own liking. He towered over me with lust in his eyes......he was going to beat me to pulp today. God bless my soul. Subtle pain shot through my wrist which were pinned against the wall and do I have the time to analyze it....... hell no...... I was focused on how his body felt against mine. He casually leaned his body against mine...... while his hand was pinning my hands ........the other seemed to be designated with some work. Well he casually slipped his other hand under my loosely hung grey t shirt.......he was playing dirty but did it bother me. Nope not at all...... and I seem to be concentrating on his lips that was approaching mine. My heart seem to be excited and my legs were becoming jelly.

I was facing my past once again but this time there seemed to be no escape, his fiery gaze and will to hold on to me was breaking down the walls around my heart and I knew I was playing a game that had a preordained winner.

"Fighting was futile, my heart wanted what it want and controlling a whinning heart, it is like hell. The pain does not show but it is there and the magnitude might take ones will away. "