Knocking Down My Walls
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Last published Wed, Dec 24, 2014
Diana Xavier Rose is depressed,a loner,abused and hears voices that basically tell her how worthless and unwanted she is.She is the mistreated adoptive child of an unloving home.She has anger issues and wild emotions,she is sarcastic,she feels the need to shout out her feelings at random times and also keep them in so much,it slowly and painfully destroys her from the inside.The act of impulse is always in her.Being abandoned by her mother has taken its toll,with an unread letter a cassette tape and a heavy hole in her heart that needs to be filled by someone,someone special,someone that needs her just as much as she needs him.Maybe she needs a suicidal bad boy.Maybe he needs a depressed loner.Can they help eachother truely love,truely live life....or even want to live life?
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