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What If I Did?

Niya_lovely_Tho

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Niya_lovely_Tho

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What if I did love? What if I did hold you ? What if I did lose my virginty to him? What if I did not tell you the truth about my life? Y/N struggles through peace nd war, leave nd stay, love nd hate and most of all loyalty nd betrayal.. Y/N came from nothing to something.. You had struggles, nd also a kid but who's the father?? I don't know neither do you.. Ur not a hoe you were just raped a lot.. So what happens when you find out that you love ur rapist nd the father of ur child? Oh this is a short story!

This book stars: mindless behavior, august Alsina, diggy simmons, Chris brown, nd trey songz, oh nd most importantly Y/N..Yea a lot to take in but read to find who you  fell in love with nd who the father is..All Rights Reserved

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