not some cringe ass grethan shit

i don't really know how this story is going to develop since i don't want it to be some unrealistic cringy trash .. but i can tell you (whoever might read this) that i really like ethan dolan. and not in that weird way some fans do (no offense), i just like him as a talented and funny youtuber who i will probably never meet in person lol.
i don't expect anyone to read this, i'm only going to write down my emotions as i hope this will help me to get my life back together haha. but please, don't leave hate because this ain't it. love y'all!