How To Drown Me
- Reads 338
- Votes 61
- Parts 12
MatureOngoing58m
Last published Mon, Mar 1, 2021
"I don't care because I don't want to care. Simple. I never had a reason to."
Ana Jojo. The girl with one too many flaws, the child her parents wished they never had, the person no one wanted around.
She was nothing more than a destructive, troubled person. People either saw her as a problem, or they just didn't.. Didn't even see her. And it was better if they didn't. For in the end, it was fairly easy to drown her.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
I'm Fine. Just Broken. (Major Editing)
I honestly didn't realize how broken I was. I just figured that if I shut all my feelings out that they would go away. They didn't. They came back strong as ever. And I did the worst thing that I could do. I let my feelings get the best of me. My daddy told me to never let anyone walk over me. And yet that is exactly what everybody does. It's like he knew that this was gonna happen like he wanted me to be prepared. Too bad I didn't listen. And now no one's here to help me. And then the new kid comes along. Jake Johnson. He caught my eye the first time I saw him. I can look at him and tell that he had a story. And I wanted to know it. He helped me in a way that I thought nobody else could. He was there for me when no one else was . Now it's my turn, to be there for him. I will not let my feelings or emotions get in the way of me helping someone that I love. Join me, Charlie Campbell, on my ride through a lot of different emotions but overall Finding who you belong with. #846 in Short Story. 7/22/17 #150 in Short Story. 8/3/17 This is my first story! I will editing the entire story, so bear with me!Complete
Control
[18+] Life has never been easy for me. Starting when I was young up until now. The loss of my girlfriend destroyed me, now another girl is in my life. But things aren't that easy. ***READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED*** This contains dark themes including d3ath, SC, drugs/alcohol, rap3, s3lf harm and more.Complete
It Wasn't Love ✔️
"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong timeComplete
Lost
Sometimes, I'm not always sure what to do. I feel like I'm always wrong, like I'm never good enough. I'm invisible and it's as if I don't exist. If I really didn't exist, I don't think anyone would care. I'm all alone in this great big world, I'm lost. Maddie has never been good enough for anyone. Her perfect sister, Megan, always manages to outshine her. Her father never pays attention to her, because he's always worried about Megan. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Maddie goes to group therapy, where she shares her feelings. Every week it's the same thing, until Maddie gets a new lab partner: Zach Williams, every girl's dream date. WARNING: I wrote this book when I was really, really young. It is very poorly written and has a TON of grammatical errors. I'm working on editing/rewriting this.Complete![One Million Branches [Vic Fuentes Book One]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/15948010-256-k607335.jpg)
One Million Branches [Vic Fuentes Book One]
Paige, a girl from a broken home, her sister killed herself a few years ago and since then she has been depressed and guilty. She does all sorts of self harm and is suicidal. Her parents blame her for her sister's death, they beat her, make fun of her, and make her feel terrible about everything she does. Paige's only friends left her when she became depressed, leaving her with one friend who eventually stabbed her in the back and told everyone, everything. To escape everything Paige goes to the park and climbs trees, one day she starts talking to a class mate named Vic and they become friends, they tell each other everything. Will there friendship lead to something more? Or will Paige be left heartbroken? (TRIGGER WARNING) Sequel: It was all for you, all for you and moreComplete
The dark abyss that is my mind: part one
Do you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single day I have to restrain myself from jumping in front of a car or taking all my pills all at once. These short stories are my thoughts when I'm alone.Complete
Fighting For Eachother
|NOT EDITED! CHAPTERS AREN'T EDITED| completed<3 Anastasia Rodriguez is 17 years old girl, who's -of course - living with her parents. Although her family is rich and' wealthy ', she and her parents have more downs than ups. They have high standards for her. She's fighting but she's not really surviving. With mental and physical abuse her mental health is dying. Would she ever be loved, saved or seen? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "You won't let me go right Kai?" I asked him to be sure. Beacuse I can't lose him now. He shook his head "Never. Not even death would separate us apart" he said and kissed my forehead ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Sorry if I typed some things wrong. I'm usually writing this very fast so idek. TW: abuse,little bit of ED,swear words, hospitals (?), suicide attempts #1 mentalproblems #1 surviving #2 suicide attempts #2 survive #7 fightingforsurvival #10 suffering #7 saving (June 6, 2022) #1 overthinking (August 8, 2023)Complete
Beyond the Grave (gxg)
"I can't live without you. I can't breath without you. Please don't make me. I don't like the taste of blood that isn't yours, don't make me commit another massacre to find you." Top ten shit I WILL be telling my mom about, because what the fuck?? --- Anesha's your average South African teenage girl, she has friends, responsibilities and the usual daddy issues, she wholeheartedly believes her life couldn't get worse. It did somehow get worse. TRIGGERS: - Necrophilia - Suicidal thoughts and main character -Canabilsm -Racism -Sexism -Torture -Homophobia -Vivid murder secenes -Vivid descriptions of terrorism -Improper use of a muzzle -Stalking -Mental disorders (Main character) -SA (not between or to main characters) -Child Abuse -Domestic violence -Parental manipulation -Transphobia -Amputation -Eating Disorder (main character) -Nazi cult - Characters with anti-social personalty disorder, psychopathy, bipolar disorder and Sociopathy -Depression -Anxiety -Experimentation -Self harm (main character) -Dark humor -Beheading -Poverty -Pedophilia -Colourism -Public humiliation -Sarcasm in inappropriate situations -Religious symbolism and trauma -Stockholm syndrome -Vivid descriptions of human mutilation, torture, rape, captivity and prostitution. The author does not support any of the depraved actons in this book.
Ana taught me (N.H.au )
Today I met her , her name is Ana. She's pretty thin and beautiful. I'm friends with this girl Ana. I've start eating less, hating the person in the mirror my life become a mess. I'm scared of this girl Ana. I can't get her out of my head, it finally occured me that Ana wants me death My worst enemey is this girl called Ana. She's a demon in my head, She seemed sweet at first But I was so mislead. This is about Ana, She starve to grave , if you ever meet her you should be afraid. Ana shows no mercy. She'll take your life away, If you give any chance in your head She'll stay... ~*~ N.H. au maybe there's a bit of Niam but to find that out you better read it ;)Complete
ALONE
"Calm down", she said and embraced me. When I was calm enough, she withdrew from my embrace and looked into my eyes. I couldn't miss those words her eyes spoke. "Run away!", they screamed at me but I couldn't move. This time they really meant for me to run, how could I run when I was trapped by their beauty. ***Losing both parents on her birthday, Josephine never imagined her life to turn out this way. Having a dangerous tracking device implemented in her by her uncle, she was not safe ***She lived with her uncle where she was abused daily. She met a friend who showed her the true meaning of love happiness and friendship. Having given happiness a chance, would it change her life for good or for bad? Keep reading to find out..Complete
I honestly didn't realize how broken I was. I just figured that if I shut all my feelings out that they would go away. They didn't. They came back strong as ever. And I did the worst thing that I could do. I let my feelings get the best of me. My daddy told me to never let anyone walk over me. And yet that is exactly what everybody does. It's like he knew that this was gonna happen like he wanted me to be prepared. Too bad I didn't listen. And now no one's here to help me. And then the new kid comes along. Jake Johnson. He caught my eye the first time I saw him. I can look at him and tell that he had a story. And I wanted to know it. He helped me in a way that I thought nobody else could. He was there for me when no one else was . Now it's my turn, to be there for him. I will not let my feelings or emotions get in the way of me helping someone that I love. Join me, Charlie Campbell, on my ride through a lot of different emotions but overall Finding who you belong with. #846 in Short Story. 7/22/17 #150 in Short Story. 8/3/17 This is my first story! I will editing the entire story, so bear with me!
More detailsContent Guidelines