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How To Drown Me

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Reads 311
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Parts 12
Time 58m

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"I don't care because I don't want to care. Simple. I never had a reason to."

Ana Jojo. The girl with one too many flaws, the child her parents wished they never had, the person no one wanted around.  

She was nothing more than a destructive, troubled person. People either saw her as a problem, or they just didn't.. Didn't even see her. And it was better if they didn't. For in the end, it was fairly easy to drown her.All Rights Reserved

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THE END by inks_and_dots

Everything was perfect in my life. But life is full of imperfections, isn't it? And this made me regret everything I had, I have and will have. Maybe I didn't deserve it all. And now you are about to read my story. But it begins with..... THE END

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

It's okay to not be okay by hollyandmax

A look inside the messed up brain of a teenage girl who always says "I'm fine" but who isn't lying when they say that two word line? A collection of short poems about many different topics Some of these poems are based on true stories while others are just fictional stories and characters TRIGGER WARNING- there will be many different topic covered in these poems so I just wanted to put a TW side note- I changed the cover again on 9/12/21 #1 in book of poems as of 8/07/21 #6 in selfmade as of 8/05/21 #4 in poetry as of 8/10/21 #8 in sad poems as of 8/10/21 #2 in self made as of 8/10/21 #12 in poem as of 8/13/21 ©COPYRIGHT 2021

Abigail by hmarieh1218

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

I'm Fine. Just Broken. (Major Editing) by kitkatcharlie10

I honestly didn't realize how broken I was. I just figured that if I shut all my feelings out that they would go away. They didn't. They came back strong as ever. And I did the worst thing that I could do. I let my feelings get the best of me. My daddy told me to never let anyone walk over me. And yet that is exactly what everybody does. It's like he knew that this was gonna happen like he wanted me to be prepared. Too bad I didn't listen. And now no one's here to help me. And then the new kid comes along. Jake Johnson. He caught my eye the first time I saw him. I can look at him and tell that he had a story. And I wanted to know it. He helped me in a way that I thought nobody else could. He was there for me when no one else was . Now it's my turn, to be there for him. I will not let my feelings or emotions get in the way of me helping someone that I love. Join me, Charlie Campbell, on my ride through a lot of different emotions but overall Finding who you belong with. #846 in Short Story. 7/22/17 #150 in Short Story. 8/3/17 This is my first story! I will editing the entire story, so bear with me!

Fighting For Eachother by ra8indr0ps

|NOT EDITED! CHAPTERS AREN'T EDITED| completed<3 Anastasia Rodriguez is 17 years old girl, who's -of course - living with her parents. Although her family is rich and' wealthy ', she and her parents have more downs than ups. They have high standards for her. She's fighting but she's not really surviving. With mental and physical abuse her mental health is dying. Would she ever be loved, saved or seen? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "You won't let me go right Kai?" I asked him to be sure. Beacuse I can't lose him now. He shook his head "Never. Not even death would separate us apart" he said and kissed my forehead ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Sorry if I typed some things wrong. I'm usually writing this very fast so idek. TW: abuse,little bit of ED,swear words, hospitals (?), suicide attempts #1 mentalproblems #1 surviving #2 suicide attempts #2 survive #7 fightingforsurvival #10 suffering #7 saving (June 6, 2022) #1 overthinking (August 8, 2023)

Echoes of Silence: When Ice Meets Sunshine by V3Yagami

Vicktor Bailey. I follow the girl who save me to her school, i move there for that reason. However, everything changed when the figure of a sunshine woman appeared in my life. Her cheerfulness illuminated my darkness, her sincerity melted my frozen heart, and her innocence tested my dark desires. She's the one who save me, she's my light. Natalie Johnson. Life is a world puzzle. Every person we meet and every memory we experience is part of the puzzle of life. Contemplating sadness is just a waste of time, if you can't make the atmosphere happier, who else? No matter how hard the incident we have been through, no matter how painful the betrayal that has occurred, forget it, live life, move forward, even if you have to struggle to pick up the pieces of life's puzzle. When Vicktor met Natalie, the woman's presence made him uncomfortable, but fate always brought them together. It started with them always fighting every time they met. Over time, Vicktor developed feelings for Natalie... who forgot how to love and trust someone.

Beneath The Surface: Book Two by rainxroses

"After every time I had wasted on someone who didn't matter, you came along and didn't even touch me. You didn't hold my hand, kiss me or even give me high fives. I'd just watch you from afar, falling more and more in love with what I saw. I couldn't care less about not touching you. All I cared about was if you were safe. And I've found that that is what love truly is and truly should be." (Updates every Wednesday and Saturday!)

Ana taught me (N.H.au ) by Niallers_Rainbow

Today I met her , her name is Ana. She's pretty thin and beautiful. I'm friends with this girl Ana. I've start eating less, hating the person in the mirror my life become a mess. I'm scared of this girl Ana. I can't get her out of my head, it finally occured me that Ana wants me death My worst enemey is this girl called Ana. She's a demon in my head, She seemed sweet at first But I was so mislead. This is about Ana, She starve to grave , if you ever meet her you should be afraid. Ana shows no mercy. She'll take your life away, If you give any chance in your head She'll stay... ~*~ N.H. au maybe there's a bit of Niam but to find that out you better read it ;)

The runaway girl -JJ x female reader- by uvtziggy

WARNING! eating disorder. Swearing. abuse Y/N ran away from home and stole some money from her abusive dad, while on the run she steals a bout and goes OBX to get away from her dad, but of course her dad called the cops on her. When she firsts arrives she runs into a blondie and for some reason, he try's to help her get away? why would he do that? how could someone care about Y/N so much to make all these sacrifices, and help her with her disorders. Why would anyone care about someone another human and get no benefits from it, especially Y/N?

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THE END

Everything was perfect in my life. But life is full of imperfections, isn't it? And this made me regret everything I had, I have and will have. Maybe I didn't deserve it all. And now you are about to read my story. But it begins with..... THE END