love you like before (english)

at this point i'd like to give a trigger warning self harm and a possible but unintentional suicide attempt, cusswords and this awful experience i am sharing with you.

This oneshot is not about any romantic shipping or anything even close to that. It's a story about how a thirteen year old (back then, girl) ran away from home.

Calendar: 2019, February 28th, Thursday.

edit: i am now outed as a boy and my name is ajax. you can also call me jay :)
i have not yet managed to let loose of this trauma and im pretty certain that it will remain to be a scar deep in my heart for the rest of my life.