Dear Dean

Saving people. Hunting things. The family business, right?

Sam and Dean have died multiple times and seem to have come back to life every time. But this time? What makes this different?

On May 2, something clicks in Sam's mind. He can't take on weight of the world anymore. He just wants the pressure to go away. He wants the pounding in his head to cease, along with his heart...

Sam Winchester killed himself at 1:57am on May 3, and he didn't leave just a note. A box full of crinkled letters lie near his limp body.

And this is Dean reading them.