Bad Guy

It was late October and I've lost it..my sanity and mostly myself. I knew I had fallen into the wrong crowd and have done unspoken things that are best left in the past, like my old life..all I feel is regret, misery and torment. I knew that deep down that I felt some type of guilt in anyway possible and that I wish that I never done it, but I knew that, that was a straight up lie. I felt..good..and power..and a whole new level of confidence within me that I never knew I had and it felt amazing just in the moment of it, that I was way stronger than I expected to be, but this all began with a small habit that eventually led to a bad one.
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