Still Breathing
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You made flowers grow in my lungs and, although they are beautiful, I cannot breathe.
Since you were little you've wished for your soulmate mark to appear. As everyone around you found love, you gave up on it.
But the you find Joshua, a guy who never got his mark either. You fall in love, but he still has hope that his soulmate mark will appear some day.
The flowers you cough up, though beautiful, are worrisome.
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•Joshua Hong X reader
•Angst, Hanahaki!AU, Soulmate!AU
•8.5K words
•A/N: I've never read nor have I ever written about Hanahaki so idk how stuff normally goes down so this is completely my own take on it. I've changed some stuff about the concept to suit the story better but it will all get explained in the fic itself.
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