Desperate for our forever ~Historical Lams~
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Last published Tue, Jan 12, 2021
Alex and John loved each other. They wouldn't tell anybody, no it was a sin. But they didn't care. Not one bit. To be honest, John couldn't live without alex. Same could be said with Alex. They kept each other sane. What happens when Alex doesn't come back from training. And John cope without Alex? Is Alex even alive?
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