I Am Me?!
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((People are forced to be what others think they should be, such as; parents, siblings, uncles, aunts, grandparents, friends, boyfriends, colleagues, teachers, etc...
Don't wear your hair like that! Don't wear that color! Don't act like that! Your smiling too much! You need to go that! You need to stop! You laugh is unladylike! You have to be more social!
I'm tired of how people are treating me... This is my life! MY LIFE! And I can do what I want to do!
You do you, and I'll do me. BUT...)) She stops writing.
"But who is me? Who am I? I am Paz Taylor. But.. Who is Paz Taylor?" She mumbles to herself as she sets down her pen, "I don't know." She whispers as tears stream down her cheeks... *Who am I?*She thinks as she begins to sob....
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A/N: Just want to say that no I am not saying not to listen to your parents, what I mean to say is when people try to change things in you that do no harm, when people force you into a path even though the path you want to choose will no hurt anyone... Hope you will enjoy!
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