Online Diary
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  • Reads 185
  • Votes 1
  • Parts 49
  • Time 2h 2m
Ongoing, First published Oct 10, 2019
Nah this isn't an actual book sorry XD Imma scream all my thoughts into the abyss called the internet because I don't have a therapist and this is the next best thing

This is gonna get real personal so if that stuff makes you uncomfortable go read an actual book XD
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KarlxAnxiety

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THIS ISN'T A FUCKING SHIP BOOK STOP PLEASE Karl's struggles behind closed doors become to much and jimmy finds out what will happen? It's NOT a fucking Karl x jimmy fanfic goddamnit there friends alright ducking weirdos ( IMPORTANT) If anyone in this story says there uncomfortable with this story and what its about I will take it down immediately. Please visit the first page for more information and trigger warnings. Thank you for 1k read :) 4K reads pog 5k reads :) 10k reads man 😩