This is just a way for me to get out my feelings. Feel free to read them. Enjoy them. Whatever you'd like. Although I can't guarantee that everything will be rainbows and unicorns. Unless you don't like rainbows and unicorns, then I guess I'll just be straight-forward and say that not everything will be joyful.
CAUTION: PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. THIS STORY CONTAINS (100% TRUE) MATERIAL THAT TELLS THOUGHTS AND EVENTS THAT ARE FAIRLY DARK AND DEPRESSING, SO IF YOU ARE EASILY AFFECTED BY UPSETTING THOUGHTS AND POSSIBLE SELF-HARM, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.