Goodbye Ian
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Have you ever felt like you didn't matter? Have you ever been there for people because you care, but when you need someone they're never there for you? Have you ever cried yourself to sleep because you can't contain your loneliness anymore and you just need to let it out? Have you ever had all these questions swarming in your head but the one when that pops in your head the most is: Is it worth it?
Alice Jones has these thoughts. After she fails to kill herself and is fresh out of rehab. She's forced to get back into the real world. For her the real world sucks. Her parents could care less about her, she's severely bullied, has no friends, and deals with a depression and anxiety disorder. She has no one until she meets Ian Black.
Ian Black is not the ideal guy to bring home to your parents. He has problems of his own. Plus, he goes from girl to girl like they are conquests. However, what's going to happen when he runs into Alice on the first day of senior year and start to hang out. Will they be perfect together and change each other for the better, or are they better off separate.
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